hummmm give me a minute and I will think of something clever to say!

Seems I lied.

I have needed way more than a minute to think of something clever to say here.  sorry.  In truth, this is my sort of secret site.  Not that it is secret as I posted my horoscope blog site here so there could be cross reference… but I dont have  any readers here lol.  Soooo

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 I was restless last night.  The dreams kept coming and they were all a bit disturbing.  I hope I didnt scream out.  I hope I didnt wake my spouse. 

I can remember 3 of the dreams.  2 were actually connected.  I was searching … wandering through a town… in and out of buildings… searching.  At one point I was searching in my PJ’s(in the dream it was a white cotton mens long sleeved oxford and a pair of hot pink undied  … go figure! lol I DONT sleep in that normally!!!!!)… carrying a huge sleeping pillow and a bottle of vitamins still  in their original box from when I bought them.   (I did just buy a set of Boots detox and immune system vitamins so I am sure that is where that came from!)

 I was looking for a person.  In a bar in a foreign country.  I happened onto several people I knew from the US.  Most were ‘old’ friends.  No one I keep in touch with now.   They were cordial but not friendly.  I didnt stop to chat with but one of them.  Eventually I head out to find my family… having not found whatever I was searching for… It had rained and the ground was wet.  Puddles everywhere so I had to take off my shoes.  It was warm though so I was thinking that I could pass off my attire as beach wear and not look like a spectacle… even though I was topless and only covered by a pillow!  I ran into my spouse and daughter about a block away.  (I think we were staying in a dormitory with someone… at least that is the feeling I got… and that person was not around nor could we get into the room) Then my youngest son came in as well and we all headed through the wet and flooded streets together.  I woke up feeling helpless.  Having lost my pillow and my vitamins were just about to burst through the bottle and all be ruined…

Anyone got an explanation for that one???  One thought I just had was that I was/am feeling lost even though I am surrounded by masses of people… even people I know… I am still lost in my own world….  I need to get a book on interpreting dreams!!